Just another day....

Well I write this post, 7 days after my big day....my 25th birthday that is. and to me it was a big one, very big...but I cant say it was the best I have ever had, rather disapointing if you ask me, dont get me wrong, the day itself was wonderful, I got to sleep in and go for mexican for lunch and then my Fam. took me to the Keg for dinner, it was great! my sister got me concert ticks and my mom helped me pay for my my Vaca. it was all great, but thats were the greatness ends. now for most, a birthday is just another day, but in my world, in my head its not, its MY day, and I would think that it would be a day most people would take the extra effort to call and say hi, but for me thats not how it went, it seems as I get older I get less and less, I dont mean acctual gifts, though the only ones I got are the ones I listed above, ones that left me with great memories but nothing to hold in my hands, I dident get anything from anyone outside my house, no phone calles no notes or cards, I got one e-mail that simply said 'happy birthday' and I got a few congrats while we were out and about but really from the people in my life that mean the most, nothing. Most of the people I know have more friends and partys and such, and I guess I was hoping that maybe this year would be my year but no luck! I thought all those years of great gifts and loving cards and such would finaly pay off, but well...no luck....maybe thats just how it was ment to be, and I dont write this to get pitty from my friends or family I just need to get out my feelings in some way without pointing fingers and anyone, this is more of a personal vent than pointing fingers , well I think I will stop hear, I have made may point and will head to bed feeling a little better to get that of my chest but a little disapointed as I know I have a friends birthday coming up, just a reminder of all I dident get of my "just another day".

P.S Thanks to Crystal for picking up the tab at Saabies, it was great to catch up!