If I had 1 wish...ok maybe 12!

Today was a hard day, one I new would come and will be followed by meny more just like it, it started of great, up early with the sun, lazed around in bed until 9 and then sprang up to injoy my day off, so I grabed my two dogs and headed to the lake for a walk, we had a great walk! it was beautiful, sunny and just a little crisp, the smell of damp earth and the wide open yander just calling us...we worked hard, made a little swet pour, not much but just enough and when we got back to the car, about an hour and a half after we had left it, and we got in I looked at my reflection, and thought, it was the same me as when I got out, and this is not the first time this has happend, every time I go to the gym or eat "right" for a week, I still see the same me, so when I was sitting there today looking at my self, I thought, If I had one wish, it would be that I would see all this hard work paying off....instantly !(ok that probably wouldent be my 1 wish, but it would be in the 10 ten) How on earth am I suppoed to keep on with all this if it dosent even look like anything is happening? Any way the rest of the day was followed by me avoiding seeing myself in any way, and came down to just comeing home, its sad and it sucks, I really really hope this hard work starts to show its self cuz I hurt all over and I need to know that its worth the pain! well thats it for my little rant, a small bump in my road!