Sick Day

Today was not a good day, but I made the best of it, I got up this morning feeling like crap, so I did what I have only done twice in my 61/2 years working for Howerd, I called in sick!! Yes!! it felt great! though it took me a long time to make that phone call, an hour and trying to get ready for work with out crying, and stressing about how I was going to turn the whole day upside down for the drama queen who happend to be working, but I mussterd up the energy and talked myself into it and it was great! I was so happy I did, I ran back up to my room, I slipped back into bed and closed my eyes, oh did that feel great!! all snuggeld up with my wee puppy we stayed in bed for hours, now its lunch time, not that I can say I am feeling all that up to eating but she is, so hear we are, shes munching away.... then its back to bed, oh just the thought makes me smile ....I will leave you with these fun pics....take care


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These next to pics are of my dear sweet Dayzee-mae cought in the act of drinking my glass of milk while I went to the kitchen, and then the sad look she gave me when she realized she was busted, my dose she need a bath!





Kaylee, Karistiia and I spent the day taking fun pics around town, the first is one of the better! the second is just for fun ! cant wait to get out and do it again, it was a blast, wet butts, giggleing till out tummys hurt, hanging from trees and falling of swings, ah good times!





AH, power nap with the puppy, came home from an opening shift at work and had a rest on the couch, the puppy decided to join me!

a pic says a thoused words, just not always the ones you want!

These are just some fun Pics from the Past few months, hope you injoy!


~My Dayzee-mae (3 months old)~

~Me and My Moms Twin~

~a sunny cold day at Beach~

~ Kira ~

~Me and My Home-Girls~

~Me and Paola at the Thriftys Party~

Define the word "take'n" - Just A Silly Girl With a Silly Question

I am in a bit of a silly girl mood right now and that is were is funny question comes from....you see everyone longs (or almost everyone) to be able to say "sorry. I'm take'n" but what really dose that mean, I know that once you have said your "I Do's" it has a very clear meaning, but in the modern dating world what dose it really mean, some girls would get quit mad if you told them you thought there boy was a qutie and that you may have a small crush on him, girls are just like that, boys one the other hang I think like I when all the other guys think hes got "the Girls" now I ask you this, Is it really so bad to think another girls boy is cute? I mean its not like I am talking about jumping him the first second we are alone, I mean really cute, like cute cute not HOT I want to jump you cute, but like ...umm... he gives you butterflys when he looks at you with just a little smile, come on girls you know what I;m talking about. well as you may have guessd I have that small crush and I cant even really understand why I am sharing this on the world wide web, but he is inface a super cutie and he is the boy of a girl I know, I would not go as far as to say we are good friends but we are co-workers and are friends in a co-worker kinda way, but I am sure she would never talk to me again if she ever knew, so this is out little secreat:) I am not going to get all gushy and tell you everything about him and go over the top talking about him, but what I have been thinking about, and what made me come up with the question... what dose take'n mean...this second question...are they really off the market if thay are just dating? I mean its not a done deal, they havent read the fine print and singed on the line yet right? or is this all just wishfull thinking? like I said I am in a very silly girl mood, and just had to chatter at someone about this, and this seemed like the best place, so I am sorry if nothing this far has made any scence but I understand my thoughts and really am only trying to justify them to myself. so cheers to cute boys and hears to hoping the right one is on his way!


Its time for this silly giggly girl to hit the pillow, but in closing, hear is another thought for today...we never really ever realize how meany people we touch in our life until its us that needs a little lift, and we never really know that we are giveing someone the lift they need until they tell you when you are the one in need, its kinda this crazy cat and mouse game of life and a great one! there is always someone who needs you more than you need them and there is always someone who you need more than they need you, its great, not perfict or ideal but great! love and Hugs....Lizzy

Friends & More...

I some times wonder the real meaning of friendship, is it what you give to someone in there life, or is it somthing that they give you in yours, or is it a shared, give and take? I would hope and always thought it was the last but I find this not always ture, I find as I go through my life I know less and less about the people I call my friends, I learn some things are half truths and that there are some things, big things I have every heard about befor, and I find out from someone one who I dident even know was conciderd a friend. I seem to be the go to girl the one everyone runs to when times are bad or tuff or when there is nothing todo, so somthing is needed. I am always the one bilding everyone up, telling them how great they are and yet at the end of the day I sit and ask why, I am sitting there all alone, knowing nothing about my friends and exhasted from working so hard to make the world happy. though I have to pause in the middle of this to say I have one friend who I love to death, who has been througth her fair share of tuff times and knows what its like to be "friendless" and I dont know what I would do with out her! I really have to learn to call her more and answer my phone when she calles ( I am really bad at ansewring my cell phone!) chicky pooh, I hope you know how much you mean to me!! anyway moving along....I dont expect any relationship to be rosie, nore should anyone elts, life is full of tuff times and they come and go, some being tuffer than the rest, but you would think it would not be to much to ask to have someone who would be in your life good AND bad, I have no one to share with. I have been trying to plan a trip on or around my 25ht birthday, but I can not find on person who is willing to come, many have entertaind the thougth but no one with say yes to comming with me, thanks guys! you wont even go on vacation with me! you know is it so much to ask to have someone tell you there going to apply to go to school and that they might quit the job you fought, pushed and pulled to get them. I little notice would have been great, finding out from someone elts, not so great! and I could go on and on that is just one example, I am not frustrated not at all! ! !

Thought I also have to say that while I offten 6ask god why I have peopel in my life that treat me like this, I often....rather always thank him for so meny things, I have 3 great girls I get to spend time with and mentor every month and its great, its so fun seeing them grow with god and with earch other, becoming friends in a way I could only hope for, I thank god for my family and how close we are and for all the things I have been able to do in my life. I have so meny questions I wish I could sit and have a coffee with god and get some answers but its not that easy and in a way I am glad, in other ways it hurts, but its all for a reson. and for that I am greatful. well I have unloaded for a day and now I must go...but I promis to update much more offten, thanks for the vent.. ciao